In my last life update I said that I was going to try and transfer locations because I wasn’t comfortable with the amount of drama that was going on at my job. Since then, I’ve became a bit more comfortable there because I’ve gotten to know my co workers a little better and I’m starting to understand personalities. I do have my days where I just want to quit, but serving is an extremely high stress job, so I mean who wouldn’t?
I recently completed my fall semester and I have to admit that I think I could have done better. I’m not being too hard on myself about it because if I do I’ll make myself crazy. Sociology was more challenging than I expected it to be and I honestly might have to retake that class, but I’m praying that I don’t. In my first update I said that it would have been a waste of time to complete a full year at QCC because I would be taking extra courses that wouldn’t pertain to my major when I want to transfer. But after talking with some advisors, they made me see that it makes more sense for me to stay at QCC because after my spring semester, I’ll only have two more classes left to take in order to obtain my associate’s in Liberal Arts, which will also make it easier for me to get into a 4 year school. I’ve been thinking about maybe taking another break from school but I’m so close to being finished, so I don’t know about that yet.
UPDATE : I passed all of my classes with A’s and B’s, no C’s and a 3.3 GPA!
Good things come to those who wait would be the perfect phrase to describe and sum up my love life. I go through these phases where I don’t care about being in a stable relationship because I’m so in tune with bettering myself, but then I can go through another phase where I feel the complete opposite. Where I feel like I want to have someone that I know without a doubt, I can run to whenever I need someone to lean on. But I am also starting to become more aware of the qualities that I like in guys, which is making me pickier, and to be picky requires a lot of patience. I love to give everyone a chance because I am definitely a romantic and I just feel like you never know what could blossom between two people. But now I’m waiting to solidify a genuine connection because giving too many people a chance has led to a lot of hurt in my love life. My heart and my feelings are not something that I, or anyone else should experiment with. I’ve learned this the hard way and I’m just over it.
I haven’t been consistent with my blog and I am not at all proud of that. I’m still trying to pinpoint what has got me in this funk but I still don’t have any clue. I’m thinking maybe seasonal depression, but I don’t want to say that for sure because I haven’t done any extensive research.
I have been writing and coming up with new ideas, I just haven’t been pushing any of it out. It’s a new year though so I’m going to try and get all this content out and remain consistent. I’ll definitely keep you guys updated on this little funk of mine.
Let me know if you guys like posts like these and if you can relate!